My Beliefs Sift through All That Discourages When I am Adjacent To Happiness

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To be like you


Why am I to reach inward
What is it Father that you think I'll find
Where do you think I will draw the line and follow me into you
And therefore find my faith inside
I don't think so, not this time
Where are you I'm outside, inside the dark I am cold and wet hands held high
Waiting for another storm of debt and I'll be ass high in hopes and prayers and nothing but IOU's to remind me
Of how often I failed
Never how often I tried

Sorry for the anger
Sorry if I can't
Be like you
I know its hard to understand
Forgive me father
For the way I am


God in your solitude it seems I am recluse withdrawing farther into myself
Not looking forward to the pity party they will hold for me upon my death
Awe that poor girl came from nothing left with nothing and lost her way from the only one who cared
Tried so hard to amount to something but amounted only to six feet under and fist full of regret

Sorry Father
Sorry for the anger
Sorry that I can't be like you
I know it's hard to understand
Forgive me father
For the way I am

Picture of perfection picture perfect the image of your beauty is overwhelming
I reach for you and I feel nothing, nothing and I know it resounds from the nothing that surrounds me
 Picture of perfection picture of perfect
No matter how hard I fight against you , you fought for me
Why is it so easily you have given up on me now

Without you I am lost
I am nothing
Picture of perfection
Well I'm not perfect
To you am I nothing
Without you I am nothing
I know it's hard to understand

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