Sometimes lay on the edge of fear and yet not knowing
Running round and around a wheel but it's not flowing
Time seems to be dying out for me but it isn't showing
I am cast adrift in waters where depression is a shark
Wandering through black fogs which draw me dark
Enraged that I have yet to make some sort of mark
Storms harrowing chants permeate into this frail heart
Shattering turbulence trucks through piercing like a dart
Where was the beginning and how did this all start
I weep for my ineptitude whilst living with unbalanced mind
Will there ever be a door out of it where I can find
A release from this agonising torture that renders me blind