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Shattered mirror


I never took everything out of you
I was sweet
I need and was begging
I was pleading insanity
Did you ever see
My pillow
It was dry when you came back from work
Even if you saw a patch with water
I'd always deny it
A little sniff was a blocked nose
I'd always deny it was you that made me cry

I never wanted you to know how unhappy i was with you
I kept giving you chance after chance to change and it always came to breaking
I always fixed the problem, but you never seemed to care or make an effort
Sometimes i couldn't hide the pain, but you never cared anyway
Even when i was in desparate need you never cared
NEVER
The wicker was not too far away, but you let me lay in constant pain and suffer.

I begged God to forgive you and i will admit YES i did love you, i did, but i can't anymore
Its too painful; you living two lives i know its just too much.
I'm worthless to you, you even say i'm helpless and i'm useless.
Why do you leave then want to come back, after i been blanked for months in advance.
Then you want to come back again.
You dump me in our own marriage and then want back again...
I just don't see why.
I don't want to hear you, or believe what you now have its a lie
It is so see through as a UV light will show me inside of you completely, but i don't need one.
I can tell in the way you're speaking and acting, we've been together too long for you to fool me now.

I knew inside I loved you one moment in time i am not lying and why should i lie i just couldn't stand how you treated me.
You blew this and its usally the third time lucky, but with you i gave you many more chances.
Its as painful as it is to say this i don't have to say sorry as it was nice while it lasted.
Even though i was so miserable most of the time because you treated me so badly...
I must have seemed to not mind as i wanted you to love me and you didn't so this is goodbye.
Goodbye
From now
Until
Forever

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