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Shattered mirrorI never took everything out of you I was sweet I need and was begging I was pleading insanity Did you ever see My pillow It was dry when you came back from work Even if you saw a patch with water I'd always deny it A little sniff was a blocked nose I'd always deny it was you that made me cry I never wanted you to know how unhappy i was with you I kept giving you chance after chance to change and it always came to breaking I always fixed the problem, but you never seemed to care or make an effort Sometimes i couldn't hide the pain, but you never cared anyway Even when i was in desparate need you never cared NEVER The wicker was not too far away, but you let me lay in constant pain and suffer. I begged God to forgive you and i will admit YES i did love you, i did, but i can't anymore Its too painful; you living two lives i know its just too much. I'm worthless to you, you even say i'm helpless and i'm useless. Why do you leave then want to come back, after i been blanked for months in advance. Then you want to come back again. You dump me in our own marriage and then want back again... I just don't see why. I don't want to hear you, or believe what you now have its a lie It is so see through as a UV light will show me inside of you completely, but i don't need one. I can tell in the way you're speaking and acting, we've been together too long for you to fool me now. I knew inside I loved you one moment in time i am not lying and why should i lie i just couldn't stand how you treated me. You blew this and its usally the third time lucky, but with you i gave you many more chances. Its as painful as it is to say this i don't have to say sorry as it was nice while it lasted. Even though i was so miserable most of the time because you treated me so badly... I must have seemed to not mind as i wanted you to love me and you didn't so this is goodbye. Goodbye From now Until Forever Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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