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Christmas Eve…


So its Christmas Eve and all's not well,
Me heads all messed up, and me hearts in hell!

Yep, its Christmas Eve and all's not well,
Cos me tumours back, and its giving me hell!
Me head is kettled, cant take no more,
Don't know what's going on, what's the score?

I asked my God to cut me some slack,
But again he never, and the walls against my back!
They took it away just 4 weeks ago,
But once again it went west, and decided to re-grow!

Well I am fed up now of all this krap!
I think its time for me to get out of this trap!
So I am trying to focus, oh but I am!
Cos its down to me if my life ends in the pan!

So I didn't cry for 3 whole days, and then…
I started to weep last night, till way after 10!
Then I got to thinking about all of this stuff,
And decided to sod it, and eke out the tough!

Cos the tough in me is hidden down deep,
And that's not good there, cos I need it to creep!
Creep to the surface and stand me in good stead,
Fight the fight, cos I don't want to be dead!

So I got it into my mind this very night!
To stand up and fight it, with all of my might!
Cos I am so very happy in this life I have now,
So sod off the negative, cos I'm a stubborn cow!

This is my strength, its deep inside of me!
So now its time to focus, and be all I can be!

Tough, strong, focused, determined!!

And full of faith in my God!!!

Lets hope this isn't my last fight!


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