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To look at you as i am a Grown up


I was always on the outside
Looking In

Nobody wanted me to play with them
They'd be so mean to me
They'd make me cry
I'd had enough of being my own best friend

I didn't like School
Why'd we have to learn with so many mean children
So many bad teachers
They chose that career
They should know it requires alot of patience
So they don't traumatize the children

I was all alone
The teachers didn't care
They told me to ignore
So why couldn't they ask the bullies to stay away from me
They didn't know how it felt to be your Own Best Friend
They'd sit happily and merily in the staffroom at lunchtime
Have their lunch and a coffee or tea

It wasn't right or fair
They didn't even care how i felt inside
God forgive them
Now
I am grown, but its still killing me inside


Hurting me so bad
I could cry
All the time
It was the worst memories ever
Nobody knew how i felt inside
I kept the abuse and torture to myself
I could have got them sacked, but better i didn't I may feel guilty now

I am just too nice i can't even though they deserved it
They hurt me
I wasn't their child even parents can get in trouble for hurting their kids
So who are you
To get away with this

You just got lucky even though you don't deserve it
You really do not
Even deserve to substitute coz of an illness
I'll feel scared even to look at you in person and i am grown

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