Unknown silence
here to fight
just don't want to feel
want to be dead inside
just don't want to exist
but i do..
have to blow out my mind
i think so much it bleeds
have to find out what I'm trying to hide
this has a meaning
have to forget
but i can't...
trying to deal
with life and my reactions
not here to breathe
I'm here to fight
trying to fit into reality
but i can't fit into anything
tastes like I'm paying
for being who i am
my insides are at war with each other
now i feel everything at once
and i wouldn't hurt you
i don't know what happened
i try ed to read you
think i even had you
i couldn't react
felt you way to close to me
i can't exist
but i do...and so do you.
want to be dead inside
just don't want to exist
but i do..
have to blow out my mind
i think so much it bleeds
have to find out what I'm trying to hide
this has a meaning
have to forget
but i can't...
trying to deal
with life and my reactions
not here to breathe
I'm here to fight
trying to fit into reality
but i can't fit into anything
tastes like I'm paying
for being who i am
my insides are at war with each other
now i feel everything at once
and i wouldn't hurt you
i don't know what happened
i try ed to read you
think i even had you
i couldn't react
felt you way to close to me
i can't exist
but i do...and so do you.
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