A New Woman - Where you should be now

Being dumped in marriage
Yes in this religion you can marry four
They must all agree
You cannot go around making
Secret companionships
Its not nice you hear me it isn't nice
Its wrong too you know

I begged of you to take me with you
Now i know why you did not
Your father was ill and the family is
I have had a sick member of the family
Can i help i want to help
Can't you see I begged you
Practically begged you to take me
What the hell was i thinking
Was i afraid of something
What was in my head at that moment

I was scared because i kind of knew why you were going
Didn't know why you didn't want me to go too
You saved my £10 a week allowance which i am not a child
If i ask for a penny you go baloony and know i do not work
So where is all the money you owe me?
EXACTLY
Well I kind of trusted you'd be gone for a week to see him and i knew it was a scam
Did i know you'd spend months without speaking to me or phoning
Or writing or messages passed on to family
No communication
You forgot about me you didn't care at all
Not less just not at all
So i tell you what I am the dumpee which is why i am taking no chances
I asked for a divorce

You don't care
You can text and pass messages on
At least try to win me back
You should have said you wanted one and at least gave me what i deserve
The dowry for all those years you never looked after me

I will walk away with nothing
Just the freedom of my life without your mental torture
Suffering and stupid abuse

If at all now i know why you never took me
To see your family

I could grass you up
For the forging
I was oblivious to all that was going on
I could grass you up real
Bad

Maybe i should
YOU SHOULD BE WITH YOUR SICK FATHER
YOUR WIFE AND YOUR CHILDREN
YOUR SICK BROTHER
They need you
You can stay here and think your brother needs you
He doesn't
Let them use you
Take advantage of you
So blind to see

Anyways you know where you need to be
SO GO
Nobody wants you here