I needed you the most
I was sick and really ill
Called me a liar almost like you think you knew the truth
Like you knew you was right and i was faking it
I didn't lie for attention
Nor have a lied even before i walked down the aisle
If i did I'd be two-faced, sadistic, pathetic and everything i don't believe in
Everything i think is wrong and unfair i would be a hypocrite
Everything i don't wanna be
Or ever intend to be
I don't wanna be anything i don't wanna be compared to in my life
I thought you were telling me the truth, but you wasn't unfortunately
I am sorry i can't believe you love; no you cannot, how can you?
You break ones' heart five times and use them for more chances after each heartbreak
To get closer to something you want
Never did you wanna spend time with me and no explanation
Coz nothing needed explaining
You take the Mick and use all their love and kindness to your advantage
You verbally abuse, just abuse generally anyway
Can't forget how you bully and never support financially or in any other kind of way
I'm sorry you obviously don't love me
If you did i won't have to cry myself to sleep
Then or now
Every single night i had acidic tear burns
Be dying in my heart and pleading to God to find me a way out of this
Or make it better if it could be fixed
It couldn't could it?
Coz you didn't abide by my boundaries and said they were childish
God Knew best and i trust God and not you
So this is Goodbye forever and i am never coming back for more agony
I say this now, but who knows what can happen
Some people do come back, but i can feel i won't
You better listen for this moment
I SAY GOODBYE