I feel lonely and sad,
I feel lost and confused,
I feel like I'm drifting away,
I feel like I'm falling apart.
So many things are on my mind,
So many things that shouldn't be.
Feeling hopeless & feeling empty,
Feeling as if no-one even cares.
Starting to feel depressed & stressed,
Feeling the anxiety of wanting to go places.
Feeling like I lost everything I ever had
When really, I've lost nothing but myself.
I'm finding out that jealousy is coming back,
Something that I hoped would be gone forever.
I'm finding out that trusting people is hard to do,
Yet, I've learned to trust only the ones around me.
I don't regret not a thing in this world that I've done,
However, I may have regret some of the things I've said.
I will always love my fiance as I know he will always love me,
Come 2009 when we get married, it'll be the happiest day for us.
I don't know why I've been in a moody situation,
Must be an early stage of what I call PMS.
I know that what and how I feel is unexplainable,
I just wish I knew how to overcome it all.
