So scared if i make
Another mistake
If i'm not good enough
I shouldn't think this way
Everything is by the will of God
But God didn't plan this
He got me out of it
From his evil ways Satan made the guy i was with
Turn on me
Like a vicious wolf
I'm scared if i make another mistake
Coz the pain i still feel now to this day
So scared if i waste my life again
But this time i'll make sure i take care of myself
Do what i need to do
Ignore anyone who comes to me
I can't risk my heart
Its in agony and to put it through more strain won't mend the cracks already healing
So i won't say yes
I won't say no
I'll say ok
Let me think
Coz some of them will be good
But this time i need to know
Are you for real
Or am i riding an unstable horse
Will it take me down a cliff
Where i'll survive, but my heart will be shocked and hurt inside
So hurt that i'll never trust again
You tell me
Tell me
Coz i need to know