My Beliefs Sift through All That Discourages When I am Adjacent To Happiness


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What do I want to say
What am I going to do that is going to bust
down the walls around today
I need the sunlight I need to feel this life but I can't
it's all twisted
too many thoughts that
never line up
Never make no sense
damn
I missed it
scaling the distance instead of just jumping in
 what have I begun
what the hell does that say bout me

I sing when I get nervous
Hum a tune cuz' I don't know how to act
I can't sit still inside me
couldn't ever feel appeased
can't never be content
I cry most everyday
Cuz' I don't think you know
baby just how crazy I am

You'd see me if you really seen me
Without my hope without my poetry
You'd find me deep inside these pretty eyes
and realize that you only got close to touching me
hell I can't even touch myself
without burning
Without hurting
without learning
something else
that i didn't want to
be found out

Yeah it's literal how trivial all those little secrets I
kept
Thought they'd never amount to much
cuz' y'know all the time  I'd been lying to myself
loving like a child  
an innocent war with my pride  
when the drowning subsides maybe I'll hear them calling my name
calling me out in the streets
can't tell me nothing
go on they pry get gone



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