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Suicidal Black
I hate, man, I hate.
Come envelop me, blackness:
This bullshit isn't worth doing!
Black, black, I love you.
But I do.
I love paradox when it's no good.
If it were any good, I'd be happy.
I hate. I hate you.
Bothering me, terrifying me, knocking me down.
This isn't life;
it's a nightmare.
O blackness, blackness, where I can lose myself
into oblivion.
There I love, there I will be free.
I love, I have loved.
But there is nothing.
People are unresponsive.
They hate me,
so what do you expect?
Blackness is what I enjoy.
It helps me, it soothes me.
There, in death, I will find freedom.
There it is!
Yeah, suicidal black.
Come envelop me, blackness:
This bullshit isn't worth doing!
Black, black, I love you.
But I do.
I love paradox when it's no good.
If it were any good, I'd be happy.
I hate. I hate you.
Bothering me, terrifying me, knocking me down.
This isn't life;
it's a nightmare.
O blackness, blackness, where I can lose myself
into oblivion.
There I love, there I will be free.
I love, I have loved.
But there is nothing.
People are unresponsive.
They hate me,
so what do you expect?
Blackness is what I enjoy.
It helps me, it soothes me.
There, in death, I will find freedom.
There it is!
Yeah, suicidal black.
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