I needed to clear my mind, so I dash through door and stood at the edge of the balcony
I needed something to immediately uplift my spirit,... so high..., so high till the ground beneath me die
I wanted someone or something to awake this slumber of pain that sleeps so deep within my mind,
so that my thinking process could breathe in fresh air once again . My heart is polluted with sadness.
and it's like no matter which way I turn I can't escape to the happiness that feel so deeply awaits for me.
As I watched the moon being cradled so gently by the starry grey sky, a sense of peace invaded my lonely
heart, and for just a brief moment I felt alive. A single tear found it's way down my face, and at that
very moment my heart begin to break..I just wanted him to love me, like i love him. but from the look
I found there sitting in his eye, told me that it will never be. and that alone shatter the remains of my broken heart.
I often wonder how did we get to this point to where communication no longer can stand to be in the same room with us.
Hugs and kisses has vanished right before our eyes.When love walked out, all it's belongings left with it.
now the only thing living with us is pain and blame, and we should be so ashamed for not stopping love from walking out
of our lives. I wanna go after it, but I don't know if you do or don't. without love we won't survive.
All I know is that I'm tired. I'm tired of the pain, I'm tired of the tears, and I hate to even think that all these
years we've been together is narrowing down to an end......I need you to love me....I don't want nothing more,
I just want you. ...Now that I've cleared my mind, I guess I'll go back inside now and apologize for storming out..