when she cries her world begins to shake
and her heart splits like an earthquake
brokenhearted, confused and lost
overstep boundaries, not knowing
the cost.
black tears tearing down the cheek of her smile
flash back pain stacking itself in piles
all bad cases that never been filed...
dreams of Lillie's, but dead roses is all she see.
bleeding red petals, searching for ways to be free
craving for justice, while revenge is an option
why couldn't they just give her up for adoption
ripped from her mother's womb,buried in her
dad's lustful seed. nourshish with hate an unwanted intimacy.
long for affection without threats,
horrible memories planted within her mind
she'll never forget, the untold secrets, the
blood on the sheets, the busted window,
shadows that creeps. the long dark nights
without any sleep.
Her life ended before it had a chance to start
she grew up in life with a broken heart.
she tried counseling and many other things to heal
but nothing can erase the way she feel..
She's an adult today and maybe a child tomorrow
playing hide and seek from her ruthless Father
I'm no longer a victim, but still at times I get scared..
cause the little girl in me is still hiding