Satisfied I am not
thinking bout me right on top
you keep me on the surface
I'm coming to a cross road
revealing things I did not know
I am changed I am certain
deranged, a deserter
Am I worth it
always the same the way I hurt you
yet you stay
you love the pain served in courses
now open up as I shove it down
let go of the holding on, I remain the mistake you refuse to learn from
I am not the same I can't be what you want
now open up and I'll shut you down
why play these games at rock bottom
I have nothing left still you keep your hand out
something to say, you hear what you want
still not listening
if you'd just shut your mouth
here comes the pain and I shove it back down
Always the same am I worth this
yet you stay and again I hurt you
you love the pain served in courses
is this still what you want
plenty more where that came from
now open up as I shove it down
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