THEY SAY WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT SOMETHING IT WILL HAPPEN, I AM A TRUE BELIEVER OF THAT, THE NIGHT I WAS TALKING ABOUT MY LIFE AND LIFE STRUGGLES AND HOW I TRY AND CHANGE DAILY...
I WILL BE THE 1ST. TO ADMIT, I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY, MY MIND WAS NUMB...
THE NIGHT I GOT MY PIN FOR 17 YEARS + OF BEING SOBER...
I AM SURE THE FEW HUNDRED PEOPLE ON HAND, SOME SEEN, SOME NOT COULD HERE MY VOICE CRACKING, I FOUGHT BACK THE TEARS, SO NO ONE WOULD FEEL SORRY FOR ME AND MY CONDITION, IT ALL ARISES OUT OF "THE CIRCLE OF LIFE."
I AM O.K. WITH THAT, IT'S CALLED ACCEPTANCE, I DID PRAY TO THE CREATOR THAT NIGHT, LIKE I DO EVERYDAY I GO TO A MEETING TO TRY AND HELP THE NEW PEOPLE, I ASK THE CREATOR FOR A SIMPLE PRAYER WILL THAT WILL GO THROUGH MY HEART AND SOUL, SO THE NEW PEOPLE CAN HEAR THE HONESTY THAT COMES OUT OF MY MOUTH AND PRAY IN SOME SMALL WAY THEY CAN FEEL IT IN THEIR HEARTS, AND THEY KNOW THERE IS HOPE FOR THEM...
I HAVE NEVER BEEN LET DOWN, A LOT OF THE TIMES IT'S MY VOICE, BUT MY GODS WILL IS TALKING
A LOT OF THE TIMES, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I JUST SAID...
I KNOW IT WORKS WHEN A COMPLETE STRANGER WALKS UP TO ME AND "SAYS, WOW YOU JUST HIT ME IN THE HEART, MAY I HAVE A HUG...
AFTER THAT TALK, I WALKED OUTSIDE TO A VERY WARM HEARTED LADY THAT HELPED PUT ME ON THE PATH OF THE "RED ROAD OF WELLBRIETY." I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE HER STANDING THERE, SHE JUST DROVE 35 MILES + 1 WAY TO COME OUT AND GIVE ME SUPPORT, AND I WAS JUST BLOWN AWAY, SOMEONE WOULD DO THAT FOR ME...
THAT BIG VIVACIOUS SMILE, THAT HUG THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT BEFORE, JUST BEAUTIFUL...
