the pursuit of ignorance
.If.you.try.to.leave.without.reading.any.poetry.I.won't.hesitate.to.sick.the.penguin.on.you.
o.o
.beware.
If you still haven't left yet,
this is where I'm going to put the dedications and descriptions.
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Though I know She'll never see this;
these poems directly underneath are those
that my most loved muse inspired,
Amy
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160 Spaces
A Heart Divided
A Short Sensation
Another Left "Untitled"
Antipathy
Before the Fighting
Birds of Affliction
Blood Drops on the Floor
Brail
By Moonlight
Caged
Clouded
Coincidence
Cold Wooden Box
Contradictions of the Convalescing
Eclipse
Embers
Everything Dire Comes in Threes
Execration
Forgive Me Juliet
Frozen Cicada Shells
Guiltless Apparitions
Hard to Sleep
I don't Need Time to Think
I'm Lost with You
Illusion
In the Valley
In Spite of Dejection
Inclosing
Irrelevant
It Seems a Little Disjointed
Jejeunosity in Recluse
Loaded; Not yet Cocked
Lost Transmissions
Love Story
Lover's Remorse
Mind Play
Mirrored
Mislaid
Negligent Homicide
Plea to the Fates
Purgatory
Sealed with a Passing Glance
Seen Through the Holes in the Smoke
Self Infliction
Setting Free This Feral Mind
She's Different
Silence
Star-Crossed
Such is My Love
That D*mn Irony
That's Not Good Enough
The Rogue and The Tainted Fork
This Drought of Life in Me
Time Will Pass
To ...
To Embrace Denial
Travesty's Flight
When I Die
Where I Traversed the Crossed Path
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And here starts the normal dedications
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160 Spaces- Dedicated to Amy
2 Marks- Dedicated to the relativity of time
A Dark Alley- Dedicated to my outlook on society
A Feint Within a Feint Within a Feint- Dedicated to random philosophical ramblings
A Heart Divided- Dedicated to my mixed feelings about gender-roles
A Short Sensation- Dedicated to Amy
A Speck of Light in the Dust- dedicated to mixed feelings about one's self
About to Trip- Dedicated to Crystal
Abyss- Dedicated to my preteen depression
Advice of a Conscious- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity
Aftermath- Dedicated to Devon
All the Time I Think About You- Dedicated to Lee
Always- Dedicated to Chrissy
Angelic Devils- Dedicated to Crystal
Another Left "Untitled"- dedicated to Amy
Another Lost Love Song- Dedicated to Lee
Another Pill Another Day- Dedicated to Lee
Antipathy- Dedicated to unbounded spite of one's self
Apathy- Dedicated to my outlook on an apathetic lifestyle
Arachnid- Dedicated to my outlook on life
Ashes- Dedicated to the image of human life through a cigarette
Babi- Dedicated to Brandi
Baby be My Nicotine- Dedicated to Sara
Before the Fighting- Dedicated to Amy
Begging- Dedicated to Devon
Birds of Affliction- Dedicated to the fidelity of animals
Brail- Dedicated to Amy
Bliss Never Came- Dedicated to my outlook on temper-mental life
Blood and the Red Rose- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity
Branded- Dedicated to Crystal
Broken Bungee Cords- Dedicated to Lee
Broken Dreams- Dedicated to my outlook on individual life
Brown on Blue- Dedicated to Devon
Btchin' & Moanin'- dedicated to an innocence I've lost
Bus Ride- Dedicated to Brandi
By Moonlight- Dedicated to hating what you love
Caged- Dedicated to being emotionally trapped
Chaos Unto Mine Own Selves- Dedicated to mind splitting emotional tantrums
Clouded- Dedicated to being psychologically trapped
Coincidence- Dedicated to contradicting the contradictions
Cold Steel Arrow- Dedicated to my outlook on finding love
Cold Wooden Box- Dedicated to Mistakes
Creep- Dedicated to Jessie
Crimson Tears- Dedicated to my outlook on sorrow
Cry Forever- Dedicated to Lee
Death of the Butterfly- Dedicated to Lee
Deathly Eternal- Dedicated to Chrissy
Deceit- Dedicated to ex's that just won't leave your mind
Depression- Dedicated to my outlook on tainted life
Don't Slow Down- Dedicated to Lee
Eclipse- Dedicated to the impact of each fleeting human life
Embers- Dedicated to Amy
Emo Love- Dedicated to my outlook on ill-fated love
Everything Dire Comes in Threes- Dedicated to Amy
Execration- Dedicated to Amy
Existence- Dedicated to philosophy and big words
Falling- Dedicated to Chrissy
Fantasy- Dedicated to Chrissy
Forgive Me Juliet- Dedicated to Amy
Freeing the Wild- Dedicated to Lee
Gray Has a New Shade- Dedicated to Sara
Guiltless Apparitions- Dedicated to Devon and Amy
Hands Down- Dedicated to Lee
Hard to Sleep- Dedicated to Amy
Haze- Dedicated to Devon
Heartfelt- Dedicated to Lee
Help Me Un-Intertwine- Dedicated to Chrissy
Highway 66- Dedicated to my outlook on urban myths
Hurt- Dedicated to Devon
Hyde Syndrome- Dedicated to losing your mind
I don't Need Time to Think- Dedicated to Amy
I Want To Be Sick- Dedicated to Chrissy
I'm Sorry I Am What I Am- Dedicated to Chrissy
If I do, If I don't- Dedicated to Chrissy
If We Died Today- Dedicated to Chrissy
Ignorance is Bliss and I'm Anything but Ignorant- Dedicated to my outlook on life changing decisions
Illusion- Dedicated to falling a little too hard
In the Valley- Dedicated to lost fools
In Spite of Dejection- Dedicated to wandering alone
Inclosing- Dedicated to Amy
Infection- Dedicated to Lee
Intervention- Dedicated to fighting yourself
Irrelevant- Dedicated to Amy
Is the and all- Dedicated to my outlook on oxymorons
It Seems a Little Disjointed- Dedicated to Amy
It Skipped Two Beats- Dedicated to Lee
It's Yours- Dedicated to Chrissy
Janteloven Endowed Suburbia- Dedicated to falling apart
Jejeunosity in Recluse- Dedicated to knowing what you have to do but still having the immaturity to fight it
Kill Me Through- Dedicated to my outlook on intimidating life
-(little-bit-of-a-poem)-
lboap- Dedicated to Sara
lboap2- Dedicated to Lee
lboap3- Dedicated to Lee
lboap4- Dedicated to Sara
lboap5- Dedicated to Sara
Let's Play Pretend- Dedicated to Chrissy
Life's Darker Voice- Dedicated to Lee
Life's Profession- Dedicated to my outlook on life's futility
Like a Cat on a Wire- dedicated to having as sh*tty a life as everyone else
Little Girl- Dedicated to Sarah
Lost Transmissions- Dedicated to Amy
Love Fear- Dedicated to Chelsea
Love Story- Dedicated to Amy
Lover's Lane- Dedicated to Lee
Lover's Remorse- Dedicated to Amy
LPR- Dedicated to Lee
Lullaby- Dedicated to Brandi
Memory- Dedicated to Lee
Mind Play- dedicated to Amy
Mirrored- Dedicated to Amy
Mislaid- Dedicated to not knowing what to do
Modern Day Shakespearian Love- Dedicated to my outlook on being alone
Monoxide and a Closed Door Garage- Dedicated to my depressed teen angst
Monsters- Dedicated to my outlook on being left behind
Moonlit Midnight- Dedicated to Chrissy
More Complaining- dedicated to getting hurt again
My Promises to you- Dedicated to Sara
Narrate the Two Without Souls- Dedicated to Jessie and a very lonely night
Never- Dedicated to my outlook on betrayal
Not Good Enough- Dedicated to Crystal
Nothing- Dedicated to my outlook on loneliness
November Wind(Frozen Cicada Shells)- Dedicated to Amy
One More Morning- Dedicated to my outlook on tampered life
Pages Burn- Dedicated to my outlook on living
pDbm- Dedicated to Devon
Perishable- Dedicated to Lee
Philosopher's Dream-Dedicated to my view on everyone else's views
Phobophoics Anonymous- Dedicated to mental implosions
Phrase Before Sentence- Dedicated to Lee
Pin Drop- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity's outlook on humanity
Pink Bunnies- Dedicated to my outlook on the ignorance of humanity
Plea to the Fates- dedicated to things that don't matter anymore
Poisoned Pistol- Dedicated to Crystal
Pre Burial- Dedicated to my outlook on how short/sporadic life can be
Present Addiction- Dedicated to Devon
Pride- Dedicated to my outlook on the indifference of humanity
Purgatory- Dedicated to bad break-ups
Questions- Dedicated to Devon
Rage More- Dedicated to Devon
Right Words- Dedicated to Sara
River's Bank- Dedicated to Lee
Read Alone- Dedicated to Chrissy
Relapse- Dedicated to Lee
Sanity (is overrated)- Dedicated to my outlook on sanity
Sealed with a Passing Glance- Dedicated to Amy
See True- Dedicated to Lee
Seen Through the Holes in the Smoke- Dedicated to random ponder-ment
Self Infliction- Dedicated to Amy
Serenity- Dedicated to my outlook on the constant search for nirvana
Setting Free This Feral Mind- Dedicated to Amy
She's Different- Dedicated to Amy
Shotdown- Dedicated to Sara
Silence- Dedicated to the fine art of disappearing
Singsong Morning Birds- Dedicated to Chrissy
Skintight- Dedicated to Sara
Snapping Cigarettes- Dedicated to Crystal
Sophistic Enlightenment- Dedicated to Devon
Star-Crossed- Dedicated to inhuman misery
Such is My Love- Dedicated to Amy
Terror- Dedicated to my outlook on emotional fear
That D*mn Irony- Dedicated to Amy
That's Not Good Enough- Dedicated to Amy
The Door at the End of the Hall- Dedicated to my outlook on parental figures
The Man through My Window- Dedicated to my outlook on well-written books
The Rogue and The Tainted Fork- Dedicated to Amy
There's Nothing To Fear- Dedicated to... well, Fear
This Drought of Life in Me- Dedicated to Amy
This is One You Won't Get- Dedicated to Chrissy
This isn't Love... It's Deception- Dedicated to my outlook on emotional detachment
Thorns- Dedicated to my outlook on my perception of life
Tide Changing Romance- Dedicated to Lee
Time Will Pass- Dedicated to Amy
To --- - Dedicated to Amy
To Embrace Denial- Dedicated to Amy
To Whom- Dedicated to my outlook on the question of true love
traeHyMbatS(Stab My Heart)- Dedicated to Chrissy
Travesty's Flight- Dedicated to falling when you least expect it
Trying- Dedicated to Devon
Unforgotten- Dedicated to Lee
Until the Day I Die- Dedicated to Chrissy
Vampuric Acid- Dedicated to my outlook on living for yourself
Vixen of the Plighted Vine- Dedicated to a random online crush
What Will It Take- Dedicated to my outlook on suicidal tendencies
When I Die- Dedicated to my outlook on how feeble life is
Where I Traversed the Crossed Path- Dedicated to Amy
Will You Lie to Me- Dedicated to Hippie folk rock songs
Worth Waiting- Dedicated to Chrissy
Xickovit- Dedicated to Lee
Your Name on My Arm- Dedicated to Chrissy
Your Storm- Dedicated to Devon
Zaltu- Dedicated to to my outlook on emotional strife
o.o
.beware.
If you still haven't left yet,
this is where I'm going to put the dedications and descriptions.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Though I know She'll never see this;
these poems directly underneath are those
that my most loved muse inspired,
Amy
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
160 Spaces
A Heart Divided
A Short Sensation
Another Left "Untitled"
Antipathy
Before the Fighting
Birds of Affliction
Blood Drops on the Floor
Brail
By Moonlight
Caged
Clouded
Coincidence
Cold Wooden Box
Contradictions of the Convalescing
Eclipse
Embers
Everything Dire Comes in Threes
Execration
Forgive Me Juliet
Frozen Cicada Shells
Guiltless Apparitions
Hard to Sleep
I don't Need Time to Think
I'm Lost with You
Illusion
In the Valley
In Spite of Dejection
Inclosing
Irrelevant
It Seems a Little Disjointed
Jejeunosity in Recluse
Loaded; Not yet Cocked
Lost Transmissions
Love Story
Lover's Remorse
Mind Play
Mirrored
Mislaid
Negligent Homicide
Plea to the Fates
Purgatory
Sealed with a Passing Glance
Seen Through the Holes in the Smoke
Self Infliction
Setting Free This Feral Mind
She's Different
Silence
Star-Crossed
Such is My Love
That D*mn Irony
That's Not Good Enough
The Rogue and The Tainted Fork
This Drought of Life in Me
Time Will Pass
To ...
To Embrace Denial
Travesty's Flight
When I Die
Where I Traversed the Crossed Path
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And here starts the normal dedications
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
160 Spaces- Dedicated to Amy
2 Marks- Dedicated to the relativity of time
A Dark Alley- Dedicated to my outlook on society
A Feint Within a Feint Within a Feint- Dedicated to random philosophical ramblings
A Heart Divided- Dedicated to my mixed feelings about gender-roles
A Short Sensation- Dedicated to Amy
A Speck of Light in the Dust- dedicated to mixed feelings about one's self
About to Trip- Dedicated to Crystal
Abyss- Dedicated to my preteen depression
Advice of a Conscious- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity
Aftermath- Dedicated to Devon
All the Time I Think About You- Dedicated to Lee
Always- Dedicated to Chrissy
Angelic Devils- Dedicated to Crystal
Another Left "Untitled"- dedicated to Amy
Another Lost Love Song- Dedicated to Lee
Another Pill Another Day- Dedicated to Lee
Antipathy- Dedicated to unbounded spite of one's self
Apathy- Dedicated to my outlook on an apathetic lifestyle
Arachnid- Dedicated to my outlook on life
Ashes- Dedicated to the image of human life through a cigarette
Babi- Dedicated to Brandi
Baby be My Nicotine- Dedicated to Sara
Before the Fighting- Dedicated to Amy
Begging- Dedicated to Devon
Birds of Affliction- Dedicated to the fidelity of animals
Brail- Dedicated to Amy
Bliss Never Came- Dedicated to my outlook on temper-mental life
Blood and the Red Rose- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity
Branded- Dedicated to Crystal
Broken Bungee Cords- Dedicated to Lee
Broken Dreams- Dedicated to my outlook on individual life
Brown on Blue- Dedicated to Devon
Btchin' & Moanin'- dedicated to an innocence I've lost
Bus Ride- Dedicated to Brandi
By Moonlight- Dedicated to hating what you love
Caged- Dedicated to being emotionally trapped
Chaos Unto Mine Own Selves- Dedicated to mind splitting emotional tantrums
Clouded- Dedicated to being psychologically trapped
Coincidence- Dedicated to contradicting the contradictions
Cold Steel Arrow- Dedicated to my outlook on finding love
Cold Wooden Box- Dedicated to Mistakes
Creep- Dedicated to Jessie
Crimson Tears- Dedicated to my outlook on sorrow
Cry Forever- Dedicated to Lee
Death of the Butterfly- Dedicated to Lee
Deathly Eternal- Dedicated to Chrissy
Deceit- Dedicated to ex's that just won't leave your mind
Depression- Dedicated to my outlook on tainted life
Don't Slow Down- Dedicated to Lee
Eclipse- Dedicated to the impact of each fleeting human life
Embers- Dedicated to Amy
Emo Love- Dedicated to my outlook on ill-fated love
Everything Dire Comes in Threes- Dedicated to Amy
Execration- Dedicated to Amy
Existence- Dedicated to philosophy and big words
Falling- Dedicated to Chrissy
Fantasy- Dedicated to Chrissy
Forgive Me Juliet- Dedicated to Amy
Freeing the Wild- Dedicated to Lee
Gray Has a New Shade- Dedicated to Sara
Guiltless Apparitions- Dedicated to Devon and Amy
Hands Down- Dedicated to Lee
Hard to Sleep- Dedicated to Amy
Haze- Dedicated to Devon
Heartfelt- Dedicated to Lee
Help Me Un-Intertwine- Dedicated to Chrissy
Highway 66- Dedicated to my outlook on urban myths
Hurt- Dedicated to Devon
Hyde Syndrome- Dedicated to losing your mind
I don't Need Time to Think- Dedicated to Amy
I Want To Be Sick- Dedicated to Chrissy
I'm Sorry I Am What I Am- Dedicated to Chrissy
If I do, If I don't- Dedicated to Chrissy
If We Died Today- Dedicated to Chrissy
Ignorance is Bliss and I'm Anything but Ignorant- Dedicated to my outlook on life changing decisions
Illusion- Dedicated to falling a little too hard
In the Valley- Dedicated to lost fools
In Spite of Dejection- Dedicated to wandering alone
Inclosing- Dedicated to Amy
Infection- Dedicated to Lee
Intervention- Dedicated to fighting yourself
Irrelevant- Dedicated to Amy
Is the and all- Dedicated to my outlook on oxymorons
It Seems a Little Disjointed- Dedicated to Amy
It Skipped Two Beats- Dedicated to Lee
It's Yours- Dedicated to Chrissy
Janteloven Endowed Suburbia- Dedicated to falling apart
Jejeunosity in Recluse- Dedicated to knowing what you have to do but still having the immaturity to fight it
Kill Me Through- Dedicated to my outlook on intimidating life
-(little-bit-of-a-poem)-
lboap- Dedicated to Sara
lboap2- Dedicated to Lee
lboap3- Dedicated to Lee
lboap4- Dedicated to Sara
lboap5- Dedicated to Sara
Let's Play Pretend- Dedicated to Chrissy
Life's Darker Voice- Dedicated to Lee
Life's Profession- Dedicated to my outlook on life's futility
Like a Cat on a Wire- dedicated to having as sh*tty a life as everyone else
Little Girl- Dedicated to Sarah
Lost Transmissions- Dedicated to Amy
Love Fear- Dedicated to Chelsea
Love Story- Dedicated to Amy
Lover's Lane- Dedicated to Lee
Lover's Remorse- Dedicated to Amy
LPR- Dedicated to Lee
Lullaby- Dedicated to Brandi
Memory- Dedicated to Lee
Mind Play- dedicated to Amy
Mirrored- Dedicated to Amy
Mislaid- Dedicated to not knowing what to do
Modern Day Shakespearian Love- Dedicated to my outlook on being alone
Monoxide and a Closed Door Garage- Dedicated to my depressed teen angst
Monsters- Dedicated to my outlook on being left behind
Moonlit Midnight- Dedicated to Chrissy
More Complaining- dedicated to getting hurt again
My Promises to you- Dedicated to Sara
Narrate the Two Without Souls- Dedicated to Jessie and a very lonely night
Never- Dedicated to my outlook on betrayal
Not Good Enough- Dedicated to Crystal
Nothing- Dedicated to my outlook on loneliness
November Wind(Frozen Cicada Shells)- Dedicated to Amy
One More Morning- Dedicated to my outlook on tampered life
Pages Burn- Dedicated to my outlook on living
pDbm- Dedicated to Devon
Perishable- Dedicated to Lee
Philosopher's Dream-Dedicated to my view on everyone else's views
Phobophoics Anonymous- Dedicated to mental implosions
Phrase Before Sentence- Dedicated to Lee
Pin Drop- Dedicated to my outlook on humanity's outlook on humanity
Pink Bunnies- Dedicated to my outlook on the ignorance of humanity
Plea to the Fates- dedicated to things that don't matter anymore
Poisoned Pistol- Dedicated to Crystal
Pre Burial- Dedicated to my outlook on how short/sporadic life can be
Present Addiction- Dedicated to Devon
Pride- Dedicated to my outlook on the indifference of humanity
Purgatory- Dedicated to bad break-ups
Questions- Dedicated to Devon
Rage More- Dedicated to Devon
Right Words- Dedicated to Sara
River's Bank- Dedicated to Lee
Read Alone- Dedicated to Chrissy
Relapse- Dedicated to Lee
Sanity (is overrated)- Dedicated to my outlook on sanity
Sealed with a Passing Glance- Dedicated to Amy
See True- Dedicated to Lee
Seen Through the Holes in the Smoke- Dedicated to random ponder-ment
Self Infliction- Dedicated to Amy
Serenity- Dedicated to my outlook on the constant search for nirvana
Setting Free This Feral Mind- Dedicated to Amy
She's Different- Dedicated to Amy
Shotdown- Dedicated to Sara
Silence- Dedicated to the fine art of disappearing
Singsong Morning Birds- Dedicated to Chrissy
Skintight- Dedicated to Sara
Snapping Cigarettes- Dedicated to Crystal
Sophistic Enlightenment- Dedicated to Devon
Star-Crossed- Dedicated to inhuman misery
Such is My Love- Dedicated to Amy
Terror- Dedicated to my outlook on emotional fear
That D*mn Irony- Dedicated to Amy
That's Not Good Enough- Dedicated to Amy
The Door at the End of the Hall- Dedicated to my outlook on parental figures
The Man through My Window- Dedicated to my outlook on well-written books
The Rogue and The Tainted Fork- Dedicated to Amy
There's Nothing To Fear- Dedicated to... well, Fear
This Drought of Life in Me- Dedicated to Amy
This is One You Won't Get- Dedicated to Chrissy
This isn't Love... It's Deception- Dedicated to my outlook on emotional detachment
Thorns- Dedicated to my outlook on my perception of life
Tide Changing Romance- Dedicated to Lee
Time Will Pass- Dedicated to Amy
To --- - Dedicated to Amy
To Embrace Denial- Dedicated to Amy
To Whom- Dedicated to my outlook on the question of true love
traeHyMbatS(Stab My Heart)- Dedicated to Chrissy
Travesty's Flight- Dedicated to falling when you least expect it
Trying- Dedicated to Devon
Unforgotten- Dedicated to Lee
Until the Day I Die- Dedicated to Chrissy
Vampuric Acid- Dedicated to my outlook on living for yourself
Vixen of the Plighted Vine- Dedicated to a random online crush
What Will It Take- Dedicated to my outlook on suicidal tendencies
When I Die- Dedicated to my outlook on how feeble life is
Where I Traversed the Crossed Path- Dedicated to Amy
Will You Lie to Me- Dedicated to Hippie folk rock songs
Worth Waiting- Dedicated to Chrissy
Xickovit- Dedicated to Lee
Your Name on My Arm- Dedicated to Chrissy
Your Storm- Dedicated to Devon
Zaltu- Dedicated to to my outlook on emotional strife
