I love you all for caring
but do you really want me,
to exist in a world i can't be bearing
and to go on being lonely?
I've already died
i just wanna go to the ground,
i'm not a coward who wants to hide
i'm a soul with no peace found!
I know it's said to be a sin
to commit suicide but i'm not a rock,
how can such sufferin
be not a sin where mercy won't knock?
Oh Faron My Special Angel
i so want you to be proud i do,
but misery is out of control
i can't go on without holding you!
It's been over a year
more than long enough,
haven't i proven without you here
that i'm weak and not at all tough?
So if you don't mind
i want to take it upon myself,
to leave this cold world behind
with some pills upon the shelf!
Put in a good word for me in Heaven
so my pain is taken away,
will i meet you at the gate and by God+You be forgiven
and will i be coming home to stay?
