iCry:` `( ToBeWithFaronWhoseHomeIsNowInHeaven

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All Out Of Life®

I once laughed now i cry
i once happily lived now i happily die,
i once danced now i can't even try
i once spread sunshine now darkness no lie!
What is it you see in me
since i'm no longer Sally,
a stranger in front of you i be
why does my existence make you happy?

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I haven't attempted suicide
since the day Faron died,
cause that attempt got botched sad to say
so another may go a worse way!
My luck i'd be more a burden+in more physical pain
can't think of a foolproof plan tho i pick my brain,
but if i could i'd be so on it
to not wake up here be so sweet from where i sit!
This my dear friends is NOT living
to have my world taken i can't be forgiving,
till there's a better out on the table....
i'll just have to pray and hope
that i'll be gone soon cause i can NOT cope!
I'm sorry if you wanna hear about sunshine and flowers
i have none of that to report thru my waking hours,
in fact the birds for me don't even sing anymore
cause i can't hear their song over sobs by the score!
I myself am in a real pickle
cause Heaven is so very fickle,
it came to my life as sweet as you please
then moved on as if to tease!
Well i for 1 am not amused
to be beaten so and abused,
from having My Heaven turned so much around
i'm damaged too much cause in hell i'm found!
Copyright© 2012
You ask are you ok my friend i say Nope
for i am truly at the end of my rope....
Sally Keeps Company With Misery

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