Torn From the Pages of My Heart
An Uneasy Mind
I'm smiling in my loneliness
Would you believe it?
I am aching in my happiness
Love me, or hate me?
I can't almost tell
If I am both, might as well
Fill a cup of my tears
Throw it back at my fears
Fright defines me, not my pain
It's the possible loss
Of those I've gained
Whatever I do, the fears remain
Do you have something to numb
The fears floating in my head?
They wake up, go to work with me
Even accompany me to my bed
I drift to sleep, they watch over
They've been running my life forever
Would you believe it?
I am aching in my happiness
Love me, or hate me?
I can't almost tell
If I am both, might as well
Fill a cup of my tears
Throw it back at my fears
Fright defines me, not my pain
It's the possible loss
Of those I've gained
Whatever I do, the fears remain
Do you have something to numb
The fears floating in my head?
They wake up, go to work with me
Even accompany me to my bed
I drift to sleep, they watch over
They've been running my life forever
