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I feel, worried, and have a heavy heart
tomorrow, night im on a bus to calfornia, then in the morn, of thursday, i will visit, my ex-wife, and dont know how to act. Or say, how to start
I dont feel still that im good enough for her
i didnt know, what to do, now am, not sure
So alot, runs through my mind this moment
as im recalling, the past going on.more than, three years alone, that i have spent
So i just dont know, what i feel
i guess im still hurting , quite a great deal
I know this moment, that she is so down, and low
as her mother, is in intensive care, in the philippines, as day by day, and failing so
So i will go to her side,
and show my support the best that i can, and her to confide
She once was my bride
she was my wife and pride
But she deided me, to leave
it was hard for me to believe
But im now, , saving my life
on my own, without anyone, or a wife
I felt, wrongly, burned
how my life, happenings, upside down turned
I have accepted, that for us it was not meant to be
she wanted to move onto greener pastures and find others so much better than me
For so long, i felt so sad, bad that she did, me so wrong
but, i let go, and i let god, as i realized i just wasnt good enough for her to belong
But i heard her on the phone, and the brokeness in her tone and voice
i cant expect anything if she wants me now, after everything else did fail, , then me as--her last resort, and final choice
I must be strong, even though my HEART, is burdened and heavy, i will show her financial, and moral support
and do my best of any sort
Im feeling, still, kinda down, with frown
its been,about, three years now, since the divorce, and longer than that since she was with me, around
I feel, worried, now and have a heavy, HEART
but i will, not expect anything, i will, do my best to show support, will do my part
By john d jungers
17---may---2016
tomorrow, night im on a bus to calfornia, then in the morn, of thursday, i will visit, my ex-wife, and dont know how to act. Or say, how to start
I dont feel still that im good enough for her
i didnt know, what to do, now am, not sure
So alot, runs through my mind this moment
as im recalling, the past going on.more than, three years alone, that i have spent
So i just dont know, what i feel
i guess im still hurting , quite a great deal
I know this moment, that she is so down, and low
as her mother, is in intensive care, in the philippines, as day by day, and failing so
So i will go to her side,
and show my support the best that i can, and her to confide
She once was my bride
she was my wife and pride
But she deided me, to leave
it was hard for me to believe
But im now, , saving my life
on my own, without anyone, or a wife
I felt, wrongly, burned
how my life, happenings, upside down turned
I have accepted, that for us it was not meant to be
she wanted to move onto greener pastures and find others so much better than me
For so long, i felt so sad, bad that she did, me so wrong
but, i let go, and i let god, as i realized i just wasnt good enough for her to belong
But i heard her on the phone, and the brokeness in her tone and voice
i cant expect anything if she wants me now, after everything else did fail, , then me as--her last resort, and final choice
I must be strong, even though my HEART, is burdened and heavy, i will show her financial, and moral support
and do my best of any sort
Im feeling, still, kinda down, with frown
its been,about, three years now, since the divorce, and longer than that since she was with me, around
I feel, worried, now and have a heavy, HEART
but i will, not expect anything, i will, do my best to show support, will do my part
By john d jungers
17---may---2016
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I feel worried, and have a heavy heart
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