Anticipation

I feel lost ,
lost in a state of euphoric optimism As if a drug has been administered without my knowledge
Is it safe?
Is it safe to feel or to long for someone I ponder
The embarrassment of time squandered
But alas I still feel
I still feel the tension of my heart fluttering at the sound system of her voice the mere mention..
Of her name
Still unraveling are thoughts of the future
Questions of time
I'm
Wondering reaching falling to a familiar place that I fear
But I can't help it
What does she think? As my emotiotions are elevated.
Is this false hopes or will it be reciprocated
I hope
Hope is the calm and burning
The flame that shimmers in the cloud of darkness
The yearning
I hope she sees me. As I see her
Time will tell

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