Am I overthinking?

Hmph…that’s cute
Is that my only quality?
I can’t be dependable….
I have been being faithful but….
To someone who had a track record of unfaithful
Does it matter that I turn down women who just wanna rub on me
Does it matter that I just want you
Does it matter that I need affection
Do I have to say that
Is this some poly stuff
Do you have other people??
What is happening?!
I’m losing my calm internally.
You my everything but I’m not there enough to be your everything huh?
What are we?
What are we working to be?
So do I just say it?? Is that selfish?
what the hell…..

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Am I overthinking?