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12/31

I just don't know anything anymore.
Nothing seems to be worth it.
The pain I've put you through.
The pain I've self inflicted
The pain I've brought to our children.
Nothing was worth putting everyone through that.
You have always been my love.
It's been over a year and it's just gotten harder and harder.
I should've stayed and tried.
I gave up...
On you on our family the life we had and the life we wanted.
I gave up on myself.
It was the most selfish choice I've ever made.
I gave up on our happiness.
Our happy place.
Our bubble.
None of it was worth it.
We were worth everything.
I could've lost it all
If I had stayed the materialistic stuff
The money.
It wouldn't have meant a thing.
As long as I had you I was where I wanted to be.
Tonight's a hard night.
Every night is a hard night.
I pray for you and the kids everyday.
Even moreso than myself.
Nothing was ever worth leaving yall.
It was never bad enough for that.
Leaving is something I can't ever take back.


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