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Wish this were a nightmare
I never thought so far ahead to the possibility of my boy going into the system.
That makes my head hurt and I been sick ever since she said it.
I can't look at the pictures in my phone. The send me into a panic attack.
Real bad.
I miss us being together and I wish I had just talked to you about how I was feeling.
I want to help.
If it means me sacrificing whatever to make sure I do my part to help with stability for these kids I will.
I wasn't thinking when I left.
I been in the worst place since I left.
I stopped drinking.
Recently stopped smoking.
I been a lot more clear.
All of it says I made a bad decision.
I made a bad choice. And I understand.
I understand why you can't take another chance on me.
I understand how much it hurts.
It's not gotten better.
Everything has been worse.
Everything.
I remember my dreams sometimes
And I wish I didn't.
They're all vivid and dark.
I am just ready for this life to be over.
That makes my head hurt and I been sick ever since she said it.
I can't look at the pictures in my phone. The send me into a panic attack.
Real bad.
I miss us being together and I wish I had just talked to you about how I was feeling.
I want to help.
If it means me sacrificing whatever to make sure I do my part to help with stability for these kids I will.
I wasn't thinking when I left.
I been in the worst place since I left.
I stopped drinking.
Recently stopped smoking.
I been a lot more clear.
All of it says I made a bad decision.
I made a bad choice. And I understand.
I understand why you can't take another chance on me.
I understand how much it hurts.
It's not gotten better.
Everything has been worse.
Everything.
I remember my dreams sometimes
And I wish I didn't.
They're all vivid and dark.
I am just ready for this life to be over.
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Wish this were a nightmare
Wish this were a nightmare