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The End.
I was gonna text you but I didn't want to be a burden to you.
Deep breaths.
I somehow thought that my hopelessness would go away when I left you
You were the only one keeping it from consuming me.
I thought I would end it all right then the moment I walk out your door
I feel that I should have.
After over a year of scrambling screaming and streaming tears
I still miss you.
I still feel bad for what I did to us.
Nobody is gonna tell you...
So I'm gonna tell you.
This is my goodbye.
I wasn't meant to function like this.
I was never meant to be out here alone without you.
I messed it all up.
My whole life...I messed it up.
When I left you i honestly didn't know what I was doing
I left the last life line I had.
I haven't been in a good space since.
I lost my battle and I can't do this anymore.
I'm drowning.
I have nothing.
Nothing to give my child.
Nothing.
I can't even climb up out of the hole I've created.
You were and have always been my muse.
My love.
My light.
I'm sorry I gave up on us.
I'm sorry I manipulated you with words and didn't show you with my actions.
I'm sorry I didn't take accountability for my behavior
And most importantly I'm sorry I didn't change it
You were worth me doing right.
I'm sorry.
I love you, goodbye.
Deep breaths.
I somehow thought that my hopelessness would go away when I left you
You were the only one keeping it from consuming me.
I thought I would end it all right then the moment I walk out your door
I feel that I should have.
After over a year of scrambling screaming and streaming tears
I still miss you.
I still feel bad for what I did to us.
Nobody is gonna tell you...
So I'm gonna tell you.
This is my goodbye.
I wasn't meant to function like this.
I was never meant to be out here alone without you.
I messed it all up.
My whole life...I messed it up.
When I left you i honestly didn't know what I was doing
I left the last life line I had.
I haven't been in a good space since.
I lost my battle and I can't do this anymore.
I'm drowning.
I have nothing.
Nothing to give my child.
Nothing.
I can't even climb up out of the hole I've created.
You were and have always been my muse.
My love.
My light.
I'm sorry I gave up on us.
I'm sorry I manipulated you with words and didn't show you with my actions.
I'm sorry I didn't take accountability for my behavior
And most importantly I'm sorry I didn't change it
You were worth me doing right.
I'm sorry.
I love you, goodbye.
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