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I feel broken.
Incomplete.
I'm trying to forgive myself
I'm still trying to keep myself above water.
I'm still trying to be better.
But I'm still disappointed in myself.
For sabotaging me.
For not allowing me happiness.
For making all the wrong decisions.
For holding on to the weight that drowned me
And kept me from being my best and true self.
And maybe one day I'll be better.
But today I'm still grieving the loss of who I was going to be
It's been a long time since I've really cried.
For myself.
For what I did to me.
For the trauma I inflicted on myself.
Today I'm apologizing to me.
Cause I can't fix all the things I broke in myself.
I can build something new though.
I can start from where I am and make better decisions.
It feel like I'm walking barefoot through the depths of hell.
I'm naked.
I'm afraid.
I'm all alone.
But this is the journey.
This is my road.
And I'm going to keep trying.
Incomplete.
I'm trying to forgive myself
I'm still trying to keep myself above water.
I'm still trying to be better.
But I'm still disappointed in myself.
For sabotaging me.
For not allowing me happiness.
For making all the wrong decisions.
For holding on to the weight that drowned me
And kept me from being my best and true self.
And maybe one day I'll be better.
But today I'm still grieving the loss of who I was going to be
It's been a long time since I've really cried.
For myself.
For what I did to me.
For the trauma I inflicted on myself.
Today I'm apologizing to me.
Cause I can't fix all the things I broke in myself.
I can build something new though.
I can start from where I am and make better decisions.
It feel like I'm walking barefoot through the depths of hell.
I'm naked.
I'm afraid.
I'm all alone.
But this is the journey.
This is my road.
And I'm going to keep trying.
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