As I look into my life I've realized
I did something's I shouldn't have done.
I regret saying things
to people who cared about me
I didn't think twice,
I just said what was on my mind.
I didn't care if I'd hurt someone
the hate I felt blinded me
I was so confused inside,
by the time I finally knew
what was going on
I lost the people I loved.
Life can be so hard sometimes
I have to watch what I say and do,
I have to keep control of my mind
and find the right words to choose.
As I look into my past
seems it went by real fast.
I forgot about some of my childhood memories
and all I have are pictures to see.
I guess I'll remember someday what I did,
when I was just a kid.
As the years went by I became a teenager
and I had so many problems in my life.
I dropped out of school
I knew it wasn't the right thing to do,
but I couldn't take the pain I was going through.
I wish I could erase something's I did
but I can't I can only try to forget.
I can leave the worst behind me
I can block it all away let it dissipate.
So many things I regret, I don't want to feel the pain
I want to remain oblivious.