Absent Minded

Disbelief of DNA

so we have everything figured out do we?
that's why hackers invade my personal space
my privacy
and shove their pornography
and protests down my righteous
pitiful
throat
just like date rape
but we have everything figured out!

Brain surgeons don't research really
or do they
who knows
maybe they just read and follow famous doctors
and hold shaky scalpels
and lie detector tests on famous talk shows really prove
teenagers are full of crap
who are supposedly drinking and having sex
but we need DNA to prove whose baby is whose?

sure we have it figured out
i disbelieve
just like
we fight over how the world is going to end and select a leader to prove
to the rest of the world
that we are right
and to worship
US
and our god
and they are wrong
so we go to war to prove
the joke is on them

so now I'm the joke dressed in suicide
but whose hypnotized as what?
but we have chemicals of the brain figured out,
that's why i swallow these pills
that's why i trust
and have paranoid thoughts
just because they tell you what healthy eating is
is it really?
do we need all that food to be skinny?
and see our ribs?
do we really need everything they tell us we need?

just like a computer
the tenth or eleventh generation of robots
we send out to space
and send us pictures back from mars
billions of light years away
but yet our computers are slow and pathetic and full of viruses
okay bill okay IBM
and I'm the greedy pig trying to keep with the Joneses?
why are we soo far behind and sending our best technology
out into some space
and keeping the worst?

cuz we have it all figured out!!!!

brain washing
and science
and technology
and politics
and history
and who should wear what sneaker or buy what cola
we have it all figured out
how many loaves of bread you should buy a weak

and they are not hackers breaking into your computer
they are the military
looking innocent spying on you
invading your privacy
saying
reminding you to obey
keeping you under their thumb
but don't realize you are their leader
so cast your vote

no I don't like war
crawl for me you filthy hack
promise me you'll never go back
fill my hard drive full of pictures no one else could have ever seen or known i was there...
and who else would have cared?
so I'm the spotlight huh?
I'm in the middle again
let me turn the tables and remind you my mind slaves
as you are blood thirsty for another parade to go down in history
Ive casted my vote
but let me lead you the wrong way
innocently ignorantly
psychotically
in all paranoia of the saint I'm not
the incredible paranoid idiot that i am
who doesn't know right from wrong!

Are you happy now?
I cant turn my computer on
without being reminded of poetic love
and sites Ive visited and things no one could have ever possibly known or seen
just a virus in your computer they tell you
I'm not stupid
its a military political issue and they are terrified
of their own community
so learn what you can from the psychologist
terrorist ignoramus
pathological hippocrit you'll all worship as me

well well we have everything figured out
another act for man
turning the tables again
as i rant and rave
and spread the panic just like you
another global issue
to help you spread waves of [panic like a plague across the nexus
like a cynic
or dark angel
to one day make the news of the Antichrist that i am

WHO CARES
look in the mirror
what brigade are you on?
what secrets are you keeping?
what innocence are you masking
what privilege do you have that i do not?
and you need someone e;lse to blame?
what else Ami here for
as the mad men sway

have i died for you before and you thin k I'm just gonna watch you screw over generation
after generation
and happily wait for my turn without an opinion
or express myself
not going to inform anyone
and if anyone shares this viewpoint they are schizophrenic
paranoid or depressive
or suffering
post traumatic stress disorder

welcome to the new world
be strong
learn to get along
grow up world
before i set up another deadly domino and raise the stakes
welcome to the welcome matt of the pity party
welcom to the testament
of everything logical and tempting for you to disbelieve about reality
to play safe and leave up to the idiots
stuck in their own dream controlling everything

But we have everything figured out
from rocket science
to technology
we have the cures for everything
but don't donate to amnesty or feed the starving
yeah we have everything figured out
just need another reason to fight and kill
and I'm the one on pills
get real
whats the big deal
what are you running from
are you seriously for real?
hypocritically hypnotizing but I'm still
surprised how gullible you are
what planet do you think you're on
how much star trek have you watched
fallen victim to the new brainwash

and you cant prove anything with DNA you don't have figure d out anyway
some doctor some opinion
some scientist that wona prize for some theory
who lead you through a maze you couldn't bare to disagree
and now you re all doing the same thing
like eating fruit and vegetables but you'll never find a cure to cancer with poison
you'll never discover an antibody for cancer with more chemicals
and you think I'm going the wrong way

original thought scaring everybody
sanity to overwhelming
but who needs to be sheltered
who no longer ventures here
what have you uncovered
and who now has a dose of something they never thought or new
and what debate has this novel sparked

Santa clause brought you a dream
the fairytale gave you a clue
the Easter bunny catered to you
but now you've grown up and the dream is obviously over
now that you re done screwing up and trying to be sober
its time to make an amends and choose
one of three things
gods will, mans will or become an example of being caught in the middle
just like me

WHO am i now?
what voice is this
what experience is unlocking what door in your mind
what nonsense is swaying behind your eyes
what clue is this riddle of nothing
just to see you re still
oh soo right
and that's just how clueless
and paranoid
and ill
and sick
and psychotic
and twisted
and demented
and insensitive i am
as again you are the victim.....


guess again

you are a ball of yarn
and slowly i will unravel the brainwash you are to get my answers of the truth to my questions
to hear your Freudian slips
to get an action for a reaction
to string you along
and get everything that i want
and NOW you're thinking
its him hes here
the two edged sword of what side am i on?
you'll never know
as you read my body language and know
I'm in absolute danger
keeping my friends and parents from danger
informing strangers
to be liars and misfits
to bide their time

but what does it matter
go get your Pulitzer!


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