Absent Minded

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please read my guestbook
and visit each wonderfull soul
who cursed me along my way
please answer their prayers
as they threw me away for sharing my confusions and my pains
for not being as aware
brainwashed
and enlightened as they were

please read my guest book
and feel free to report any ip address you feel disturbing to read
please please please
why do i have to put up with such vile hatred from soo many people
when all i want to do i sbe me

please read my guest book
and leave them a visit note
a conversation with themself
they might have forgotten
to reward them ofhow they have affected me
thank them for their mean comments and their delusional words
to a paranoid mind
thank them for everything they have done to me
as i am the one out of my mind

im the spawn of satan
go back turn away
im the antichrist pointing my finger
hiding in the bible belt of texas
as you all preach your values to me
and lead yoursleves the wrong way
and all i can say is your seoo blind to think you have the gods fooled
youre soo dumb to drop the philosophical ball to think
that every original debate has been thought about and is not worthy of being recycled

sorry for being me
thankl you for being too much to handle
ill tke your will of everything you wnateed me to be
praise the lord as i swallow these raor blades
in this snow white poisoned apple
so im ashamed now
all because of you
please readmy guest book
and wonder why i am the way i am
soo dark and sinister
when such humbled people lash out such nasty ways
at me for being different
thats right im different thatn you
and im allowed to be
im a different individual with different beliefs
i was allowed a free will
not forced to my knees for every emotion and wrong thing i might have thought

so please forgive yourself for being so much like me when i say
you are the things that cause me to act out in all darkness
you are the method to my madnes
you are the darkness in my light
keeping me away frfom god and jesus
you are the warning of never read the bible
or you will be psychologically childish

thank you
please read my guest book and see all of your fiathfull remarks
all of your humbling replies and well wishing all of your desires for me to heal and find my way out of mental illness and depression
when inded you leadme to the next dose of suicide
please read my guest book
and dont sign it if you have anything positive to say
dont sign it if all youre going to do is psycho analyse and shame me for being myslef everyday
im allowed to be me
im allowed to express myself and individuality im allowed to be unique and creative like youre allowed to be another imitation christ who amounts to nothing
ill be something ill be somebbody ill be better than all the curses you have left behind in your egottistical faults of how much better you are than me
because i struggle with your demons and evil shadows you cant smell on your own knees affecting the future and present and individuals as you creatively throw away logoc and reason

so please read my guest book
sign it if you must
leave your rant of disbelief of oh no he didnt
he didnt say that i didnt read those lines not to me not like that
i must defend my saviour
what other reason was i born

oh go crawl off your cross scape goat
and go feed some baby in a third world country you dont pray for
and stop praying for children in hospitals
their prayer have already been answered and are surrounded by doctors nurses anggels and everythingso go find another person to pray for like a drug dealer of a prostitute that you dont feel sorry for

try being like jesus now
your better than them
lead them to salvation
rub their wounds with salt and force the evil out of them as you have done to me
and realise what i have taught you and why your cult is nothing and just punishmnet upon society

go read a self help book and put your bible away
there is no riddle to the fairytale
those pafges have been ripped away
go teach the politicians how to prevent a war
go spend your hard earned money on a new plasma tv just like mother teressa
go drive a lexus as you preach to me how filthy and criminal i am for living in the ghetto and ratting out drug dealers helping prostitutes and then going onto the internet with the complaint that you churches are some army!

please readmy guest book
and tag me another way
i really ebjoy reading all of your comments to syudy the psychological seed ploanted in you you throw at me to punish me for being an individual
yes different than you
but on the same page with a different argument that stands for the same thing just a different way to beat the same darn horse
so leave me alone or throw another rock it matters nothing to me
its relentless
but thwe apostle i represent to you knows
before your god you believe to be the good guy
to me its a mystery that no one should know
just because you tell me hes th good guy
doesnt mean thats the truth
you can swear it and yell it but until he proves it to me
ill remain confused
and you you holy army of oxymoron delusional righteousness
have done nothing but set me off onto the tangent that you dont know what to believe either
as your god is something you cnat fathom
in the mystery and subconciously you wonder too
is the fallen angel the good guy
am i more like the bad guy than i care to admit
after leaving so many rude remarks
should i come crawl off my cross and publicly appologise?

or should i go down in this historicla guset book as the metaphorical brigasde
of the brainwashed imbecile that was blind and happy with being told not to think about or philosophise about anything cause thats not my concern because thats not gods will
it just makes everything messy
some writer
go tear out another page of the bioble and make it rhyme
and when it comes down to the next holy war
ill be telling you what songs to sing after you do a hundred push ups so your strong enough to carry bullets and bombs
because we hate some other country who agrees with us
but marries their wives differently


oh please tell me religion isnt evil
read my guest book im begging
all you brainwashed religious jerks
dont think you force me inbto the shadows of darkness
not like you rolled out the welcome matt
so now i see
your a conspiracy against your own religion begging for help screaming stay away stay away stay a3way!


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