Absent Minded
Fate answered my call (part II)
looking back
through the hands of time
soo many acts
soo many puzzles
i didnt understand then
have come more clear
they were lessons
acts for man
and now i know
and now i see
just who I am
looking back
and thinking
it finaly clicks
fate answered my call
and placed strategically
questions to my answers
answers to my questions
riddles and puzzles
to teach me the logic
of the rational of holes in the plot
and when and how
to get out
out of dodge
looking back
i now understand
another part of what i am
teachinmg spies how to sneak
teaching them tricks of communication
and getting information
with the art of achievements
of creativity
Every memory like apuzzle
a mindgame to solve
a reason to the logic
of the holes
in the plot
to teach me
the rationale
of the reason to the madness
of the righteousness
of logic
Every innoccent experience
a royal experience
and i am your sick jester
royal fool
tool to abuse
amuse
inspire
and now for hire
no longer laughed at
thinks he knows
more than he does
life lessons of how to
be political
how to get away
like a spy
and how toplay fair
in the illusions of the muse
Everything life and fate did for me to me
was magic
Just another game
i am on some level
and i lose again
so the rest can have some dream
If i win
i go to the next level
deadly revelation
and see the next reason
to become less absolute
less of myself
and more of what
you want me to do
just another game
and secretly ip rotest
my own puzzles
my own answers
of psychological sublimed seeds
when i vomit
and cry
to keep the madness
from knocking at my door
like it ever mattered
like it ever added up
like you had an answer
like you truly cared
about what I wanted
just all about you
what clues surround me now?
what joke have i become today?
what life lesson have we here?
to screw ourselves up with
and tuck goodnight
and then kiss goodbye
level what?
stage who?
secret conspiracy
against myself
as the world
tries to mould me
into everything
i could be
a jock of sports
a sex symbol
an entertainer
a political revolutionary
a philosopher
a spy
my oh my oh my oh my
a spy eye spy in my 3rd eye
some other clue
i'm sayoing to you
half asleep
biting my toes
another game to play
another charde to praise
alife lesson
I've fallen victom of
and as i Fail
and you praise me
you will learn too
I'm just a secret
a secret revelation
through the hands of time
soo many acts
soo many puzzles
i didnt understand then
have come more clear
they were lessons
acts for man
and now i know
and now i see
just who I am
looking back
and thinking
it finaly clicks
fate answered my call
and placed strategically
questions to my answers
answers to my questions
riddles and puzzles
to teach me the logic
of the rational of holes in the plot
and when and how
to get out
out of dodge
looking back
i now understand
another part of what i am
teachinmg spies how to sneak
teaching them tricks of communication
and getting information
with the art of achievements
of creativity
Every memory like apuzzle
a mindgame to solve
a reason to the logic
of the holes
in the plot
to teach me
the rationale
of the reason to the madness
of the righteousness
of logic
Every innoccent experience
a royal experience
and i am your sick jester
royal fool
tool to abuse
amuse
inspire
and now for hire
no longer laughed at
thinks he knows
more than he does
life lessons of how to
be political
how to get away
like a spy
and how toplay fair
in the illusions of the muse
Everything life and fate did for me to me
was magic
Just another game
i am on some level
and i lose again
so the rest can have some dream
If i win
i go to the next level
deadly revelation
and see the next reason
to become less absolute
less of myself
and more of what
you want me to do
just another game
and secretly ip rotest
my own puzzles
my own answers
of psychological sublimed seeds
when i vomit
and cry
to keep the madness
from knocking at my door
like it ever mattered
like it ever added up
like you had an answer
like you truly cared
about what I wanted
just all about you
what clues surround me now?
what joke have i become today?
what life lesson have we here?
to screw ourselves up with
and tuck goodnight
and then kiss goodbye
level what?
stage who?
secret conspiracy
against myself
as the world
tries to mould me
into everything
i could be
a jock of sports
a sex symbol
an entertainer
a political revolutionary
a philosopher
a spy
my oh my oh my oh my
a spy eye spy in my 3rd eye
some other clue
i'm sayoing to you
half asleep
biting my toes
another game to play
another charde to praise
alife lesson
I've fallen victom of
and as i Fail
and you praise me
you will learn too
I'm just a secret
a secret revelation
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Fate answered my call (part II)
Fate answered my call (part II)
