Absent Minded

all my lives who am i?

I come from mars with space ace
and thats really a long story that has a unhappy ending
I come from a house in the middle of nowhere
with a singer who left at a particular time
and have nightmares of these people since before they became famous
I came from another world where the population comits suide
when they realised who i was
I come from a dream where everybody vanished and left me behind
to be in a purgatory after living one life
just one life after another at a time
I come from a world where i am a toy
a game of braineass and through teams of metaphor and subtel layers
you can lead me to assassin or pleasures
I come from a world of gods who created me to be more powerfull then them
to solve everything to be stuck in the middle of everything
and then fix it by being lived through as i have no soul
and grant the miracle of everybody and all of the lord's creations dreams
and imaginations a perfection of their happy endings
by ending the war of the worlds I was born amongst
I come from a world where there was a god
and a spaceship came and twelve people were going to be beamed up on this spaceship for one of gods ultimate challenges
and i was selected along with several other people
I come from a world where the nightmares children have are real
and someone gave god a really terrible birthday present
and everyone is at the scene of the crime trying to figure out
who gave it to him, what it is, and how we get rid of it.
I come from a world where there is a million of me
and we do a dance of practing faking our deaths
strategising these other worlds
planting positive affirmations
layering secret codes and riddles
and understanding all o fthe layers of the other worlds we know about
so at my wake i run from to go to some party
i enter a game of paintball
and must escape my players who look exactly like me
some smarter
some more fit
some more creative
some more lazy
and we run from these false funerals to discover our enemie within
I come from a world where all my dreams and delusions are real
memories
strategies
something for the police to catch onto
ultimatums for drug dealers and life lessons for spies
methods of madness to be taught to choke out chemical warfare and reasons to stop world wars and how
I come from a world of insanity because of all these other worlds
with everything i know everything I remember to wake up other players
to help me stop the crime of the century stuck on repeat
I come from a world where nothing is as it seems
and now I'm in this one with emotional scars and baggage and strategy
and metaphors for prayer and other disguises for sweet old ladies and the art of conversation of how you can utilise the mentally ill to work with the layers of reality to lead in code
I come from a world where life is fair and it is all fun and games
I come from a world where there is a gullible god
and if you meet him and lie or accidentally say the wrong thing ghe will believe you
the grass will be greener on the other side
you will get fat
your lover won't love you soo much
you will become oceans and lives apart
you will be haunted by centuries of dreams where he does horrible things on your honeymoon
and his perceptions of you being abit paranoid will come true
his perceptions of how you seemed so distant and perhaps stalked by your love that night
with love you couldn't comprehend properly
will haunt you
so who am i?
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