Absent Minded
Alien Invasion
Here i am
the man brainwashed to think he is god
here i am
typing this garbage
of all these conspiracies
to either make them happen to change the world
or give you a violent heart
either way
here i am on satellite
alone
the first to be the last
in times of danger like this
the picked a childs social insurance number
and said no alien will ever get this one
unless we see it all
and this begins what has been happening to me for years
so i milk it and yes get mad
naked and shamed
and the U.N watching me all along
so yes i must admit it is my fault for such things like 911
and holy wars
i was a child at the centre of an under rug swept terror
of area 51
i know you dont believe me
and thats ok
i cried more in this lifetime and did things to make hollywood
and all the famous people testing me
to see if i was still human
to go away
sure i stole clothing and underwear
to show them how their fashion industry was corrupting the innocence for sex appeal for adults
I stopped eating healthy to see if they would
dive in and love me at all
i gave the world gifts of game shows and reality television so people could feel similiar to me
so i could feel like there was something out there close to what i was going through
but hey being the governments project and placing yourself at the centre of every conspiracy
makes you what anyway when you think ur probably in the midst of world war 3
and everyone is lieing to you?
so the truth ive come to find
if im not some king or royal family memebr and you are all famous paparrazi protest
and if i am not something terrible predicted by a prophet i guess i have become that
but look what youve done to me
and remind yourselves it was out of terror i said the things i said
and out of love and compassion i did the things i did
i am forever changed
thinking love is a weapon to get me to trust to get the bounty of the gods
and me in my grave
so last but not least how is everyon ein my head and everyone know things no ne should know about me
that i dont type on these pages?
ALIEN INVASION
Im the one the aliens are to get in front of you all
or im the perfect crime waiting to be gotten away with
and the mystery for everyone to solve
as many of you sit there thinking and pondering how can i kill the guy on satellite
and make the new jfk mystery and not get caught?
well what about the aliens
and the other 40 people on sattelite they are watching
and the true news in the movies and television the government knows of
no one is telling anyone about?
the songs of blood shed
the movies about peoples delusions of horror we think no man can dream up
its either propoganda or has happened but been exaggerated
and here i am the man braineashed to think he is god
i just pray to myslef i dont fool you to think thats what i am at the wrong time
when you have your just cause
you write what you know
its a fact
so therefore the stuff out there that is whacked is exaggerated mental illness
put on the shelf for us to watch and enjoy
so why not make million off of mine and get fat?
those people making this stuff up
right they are different from me
more hostile more desperate more money hungry and greedy
and dream of murder vengeance and torture for a living to appease a terrified population
with me in the middle figuring it all out
who is at the centre of every conspiracy
just because thats what i obsess about?
or what i know?
So to terrify the government they selected people and put them on sattelite
am i right?
and the game begins of this silent war
to vote people in and out of the game of life
and here i am the first and the last
the big one
the one playing as hard as i can
like an important pawn to get the check mate
im waiting for the day the alien comes and plants his death kiss on me
grabbing me by the face
slapping me on the cheeks while he kisses me in anger
and then telling me to get out of his life
pity a black rose or dead smelly fish just wont due
pity making love was a weapon
and there is nothing i can do
but here i am on sattelite
and im sure youve all placed your bets
not sure if you care or not about the one who forgot
he is on sattelite
and only one part of the world wants me the monster dead
of the monster he is about to become and get caught and eye for an eye i promise
remember everyone im done fighting
and i have nothing to lose
im done trying to solve the mind game psycho babble of your history and planet
of the universe that revolves around this zoo of my life
from way back when to the next millenium
and the future that is going to blame all of you
as you were taught how to play the victom
and whine and cry and blame yourselves for throwing it all away
I should have read the instructions
i should have realised what game you were all really playing
i should have noticed the small print
just a pity i wrote the stupid programs and plays
just a pity i brought you here to toy with and make you pray for your mistake
just a pity id come back and pretend to forget again so u could ignore me in a different way
and here i am convincing myself to build a time machine in front of these powerfull people
who claim to have an imagination
who revolve around life and death because thats the game you play when you have no life of your own
but you see martyr and historian
everystory has a parrallel and foreshadowing
and absentmidedly theyve told you everything they are responsible of
and they are not welcome home
Im not sure who let who in or why who is here
but they all poin the fingers at themselves proudly in anger
and wish to dissapear while i stand here like a rock surrounded in mirrors
and add another clock to time them once again
to see how long it will take them to realise were playing chicken
and russian roullette
I did my truth I did my dare
now ante up
fair is fair
my turn is over
and im the first and the last
I'll go ahead and my my three perfect wishes
with the cheques my a55 will never be able to cash
due to the fact of the death kiss from a lover
Im too stupid to run from
and im too delusional to realise when you all tell me
if i stay im going to die
so i'll sit here and wait till someone comes and saves me
and then you can see the birth of how much you care
and we will slide the bountyu of the gods and the perfect crime
and i have six more layers to shed of this curse im sorry its a doozie
the wills of an estate for a retired god
so get ready to play with the briefcase of destiny
and the hands of notes of fate for along time riddle makers
and learn the dance of gabrielle because like mirrorred clocks you will do this right until i am happy
and now that i am stuck here forever to never return to either place that gives me what i want
i have nothing to lose
and you all can lose it all
while my fantasies and nightmares become yours and flail around me
in the mids of silent wars and alien invasions
and when you all know the truth what will the worl dtruly be?
the man brainwashed to think he is god
here i am
typing this garbage
of all these conspiracies
to either make them happen to change the world
or give you a violent heart
either way
here i am on satellite
alone
the first to be the last
in times of danger like this
the picked a childs social insurance number
and said no alien will ever get this one
unless we see it all
and this begins what has been happening to me for years
so i milk it and yes get mad
naked and shamed
and the U.N watching me all along
so yes i must admit it is my fault for such things like 911
and holy wars
i was a child at the centre of an under rug swept terror
of area 51
i know you dont believe me
and thats ok
i cried more in this lifetime and did things to make hollywood
and all the famous people testing me
to see if i was still human
to go away
sure i stole clothing and underwear
to show them how their fashion industry was corrupting the innocence for sex appeal for adults
I stopped eating healthy to see if they would
dive in and love me at all
i gave the world gifts of game shows and reality television so people could feel similiar to me
so i could feel like there was something out there close to what i was going through
but hey being the governments project and placing yourself at the centre of every conspiracy
makes you what anyway when you think ur probably in the midst of world war 3
and everyone is lieing to you?
so the truth ive come to find
if im not some king or royal family memebr and you are all famous paparrazi protest
and if i am not something terrible predicted by a prophet i guess i have become that
but look what youve done to me
and remind yourselves it was out of terror i said the things i said
and out of love and compassion i did the things i did
i am forever changed
thinking love is a weapon to get me to trust to get the bounty of the gods
and me in my grave
so last but not least how is everyon ein my head and everyone know things no ne should know about me
that i dont type on these pages?
ALIEN INVASION
Im the one the aliens are to get in front of you all
or im the perfect crime waiting to be gotten away with
and the mystery for everyone to solve
as many of you sit there thinking and pondering how can i kill the guy on satellite
and make the new jfk mystery and not get caught?
well what about the aliens
and the other 40 people on sattelite they are watching
and the true news in the movies and television the government knows of
no one is telling anyone about?
the songs of blood shed
the movies about peoples delusions of horror we think no man can dream up
its either propoganda or has happened but been exaggerated
and here i am the man braineashed to think he is god
i just pray to myslef i dont fool you to think thats what i am at the wrong time
when you have your just cause
you write what you know
its a fact
so therefore the stuff out there that is whacked is exaggerated mental illness
put on the shelf for us to watch and enjoy
so why not make million off of mine and get fat?
those people making this stuff up
right they are different from me
more hostile more desperate more money hungry and greedy
and dream of murder vengeance and torture for a living to appease a terrified population
with me in the middle figuring it all out
who is at the centre of every conspiracy
just because thats what i obsess about?
or what i know?
So to terrify the government they selected people and put them on sattelite
am i right?
and the game begins of this silent war
to vote people in and out of the game of life
and here i am the first and the last
the big one
the one playing as hard as i can
like an important pawn to get the check mate
im waiting for the day the alien comes and plants his death kiss on me
grabbing me by the face
slapping me on the cheeks while he kisses me in anger
and then telling me to get out of his life
pity a black rose or dead smelly fish just wont due
pity making love was a weapon
and there is nothing i can do
but here i am on sattelite
and im sure youve all placed your bets
not sure if you care or not about the one who forgot
he is on sattelite
and only one part of the world wants me the monster dead
of the monster he is about to become and get caught and eye for an eye i promise
remember everyone im done fighting
and i have nothing to lose
im done trying to solve the mind game psycho babble of your history and planet
of the universe that revolves around this zoo of my life
from way back when to the next millenium
and the future that is going to blame all of you
as you were taught how to play the victom
and whine and cry and blame yourselves for throwing it all away
I should have read the instructions
i should have realised what game you were all really playing
i should have noticed the small print
just a pity i wrote the stupid programs and plays
just a pity i brought you here to toy with and make you pray for your mistake
just a pity id come back and pretend to forget again so u could ignore me in a different way
and here i am convincing myself to build a time machine in front of these powerfull people
who claim to have an imagination
who revolve around life and death because thats the game you play when you have no life of your own
but you see martyr and historian
everystory has a parrallel and foreshadowing
and absentmidedly theyve told you everything they are responsible of
and they are not welcome home
Im not sure who let who in or why who is here
but they all poin the fingers at themselves proudly in anger
and wish to dissapear while i stand here like a rock surrounded in mirrors
and add another clock to time them once again
to see how long it will take them to realise were playing chicken
and russian roullette
I did my truth I did my dare
now ante up
fair is fair
my turn is over
and im the first and the last
I'll go ahead and my my three perfect wishes
with the cheques my a55 will never be able to cash
due to the fact of the death kiss from a lover
Im too stupid to run from
and im too delusional to realise when you all tell me
if i stay im going to die
so i'll sit here and wait till someone comes and saves me
and then you can see the birth of how much you care
and we will slide the bountyu of the gods and the perfect crime
and i have six more layers to shed of this curse im sorry its a doozie
the wills of an estate for a retired god
so get ready to play with the briefcase of destiny
and the hands of notes of fate for along time riddle makers
and learn the dance of gabrielle because like mirrorred clocks you will do this right until i am happy
and now that i am stuck here forever to never return to either place that gives me what i want
i have nothing to lose
and you all can lose it all
while my fantasies and nightmares become yours and flail around me
in the mids of silent wars and alien invasions
and when you all know the truth what will the worl dtruly be?
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Alien Invasion
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